Pre-chemo

Hello!!

today started with my Colposcopy - never trust a nurse who says it'll "Just be cold". When someone puts a mild acid on your cervix, let me tell you, it stings!!! Luckily they didn't take a biopsy though - I have to go back for that in 6 months. Can't wait!!

After my colposcopy I had my pre-chemo bloods taken. It didn't hurt and I have to say that I love my port!! I love it!! Didn't feel a damn thing :D and then I signed my consent.... the usual gloom and doom stuff.

I am still little miss bloated but I'm adjusted. Just praying it'll go down soon. I keep getting back pain so hopefully that means my period is due and it'll all vanish. I bought myself a nice new dress today in anticipation lol.

I'm scared about starting chemo tomorrow but it's something I'm going to have to do to get better. It's just that there is so much unknown about it all. I have no idea what's going to happen or how it'll affect me. It's a massive thing. I have sat and wondered why all this stuff happens to me but I guess it happens to me because I can deal with it. And as Kelly Clarkson often tells us, "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger".

Wish me luck amigos!! Tomorrow is C days EEEEEEK!!