So a few weeks ago I had my final pet. The results are in: clear :) I am so relieved!! I was terrified I would still have cancer and so am so happy that there was nothing there.
I am now looking to get back in shape. It's hard because I still have the clots in my lungs but I am trying my best at the insanity work out and I am eating well. Chemo makes a lot of people put on weight, which I did, and I think it's nice to take back the control! Also, I want to minimise ever getting ill again. I plan to stay healthy :)
Sadly friends have not improved. Not even a congratulation txt. Too busy getting drink I'm sure. So I am off enjoying my life and I will make friends that actually care about me. It's made me cross and its upset me. And now I'm over it. I can't even be bothered with it. Just remember, there are lame people in life and things like this show you who those people are. There are also amazing people and I know a few of those too and things like this make you cherish them more.
Also, you meet you new people. People who help you and inspire you. And I'm thankful to have met some of those people. Thank you to them. It means a lot to me :)
Now I am off to pick up some undies from m and s. that's how I roll.
Thursday, 25 July 2013
Monday, 15 July 2013
I am so happy I can enjoy this lovely weather and not have to have chemo :) it would have been horrific. So thank you life for saving the weather for when I was chemo free!!
Anxiously waiting my results on the 25th but I'm sure all will be fine. In the mean time I have been eating better and have ordered the Insanity workout to get myself back in shape. I'm also working on my freckle collection (I don't tan - I just get freckles!!) Except my feet.... my feet tan. Makes for an interesting look.
I have decided to slowly ween people out of my life that have only really given a shit about themselves. Hopefully soon lots of work will appear and I can start earning and create a new life for myself. That will be good. In with the positive :) and the good :) and the fun :) It may take a while to totally get my confidence back and feel great but I will get there. It's been tough but I know I can get through a whole load of shit now. People seem to think that once you stop chemo you're fine. It's not true. You get depressed and stuff and need cheering up still. But life is sorting itself out.
Lots of love and positive thoughts to all you guys fighting cancer or recovering from it
xx
Anxiously waiting my results on the 25th but I'm sure all will be fine. In the mean time I have been eating better and have ordered the Insanity workout to get myself back in shape. I'm also working on my freckle collection (I don't tan - I just get freckles!!) Except my feet.... my feet tan. Makes for an interesting look.
I have decided to slowly ween people out of my life that have only really given a shit about themselves. Hopefully soon lots of work will appear and I can start earning and create a new life for myself. That will be good. In with the positive :) and the good :) and the fun :) It may take a while to totally get my confidence back and feel great but I will get there. It's been tough but I know I can get through a whole load of shit now. People seem to think that once you stop chemo you're fine. It's not true. You get depressed and stuff and need cheering up still. But life is sorting itself out.
Lots of love and positive thoughts to all you guys fighting cancer or recovering from it
xx
Monday, 8 July 2013
catch up
Hey,
So I haven't blogged in a while, but thought I would catch up tonight. So last week I went away with the YCT in Bournemouth. It was really nice to meet other young people who had had cancer and it was great to socialise and get away for a bit. We went water boarding, banana boating, horse riding.... all sorts. It was a good laugh. I do still think it's a shame though that this is the only thing offered to people upto 30 years old. But I'm working on changing that :) And hopefully one day there will be stuff for people of all ages. Especially young adults upto 40 who really need the support.
Today I had my PET scan so have to wait till the 25th to find out the results of that.
Weather is good at the moment so thinking about doing some outdoor activities. Not sure what yet. Really need to get fit again and healthy. Is important!!
Anyway - that's all that's really happened recently. Just trying to sort my life out.
My hair is growing :D so I really will be annoyed if my cancer is still there because I don't want to lose my hair again!!
So I haven't blogged in a while, but thought I would catch up tonight. So last week I went away with the YCT in Bournemouth. It was really nice to meet other young people who had had cancer and it was great to socialise and get away for a bit. We went water boarding, banana boating, horse riding.... all sorts. It was a good laugh. I do still think it's a shame though that this is the only thing offered to people upto 30 years old. But I'm working on changing that :) And hopefully one day there will be stuff for people of all ages. Especially young adults upto 40 who really need the support.
Today I had my PET scan so have to wait till the 25th to find out the results of that.
Weather is good at the moment so thinking about doing some outdoor activities. Not sure what yet. Really need to get fit again and healthy. Is important!!
Anyway - that's all that's really happened recently. Just trying to sort my life out.
My hair is growing :D so I really will be annoyed if my cancer is still there because I don't want to lose my hair again!!
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