I am so happy I can enjoy this lovely weather and not have to have chemo :) it would have been horrific. So thank you life for saving the weather for when I was chemo free!!

Anxiously waiting my results on the 25th but I'm sure all will be fine. In the mean time I have been eating better and have ordered the Insanity workout to get myself back in shape. I'm also working on my freckle collection (I don't tan - I just get freckles!!) Except my feet.... my feet tan. Makes for an interesting look.

I have decided to slowly ween people out of my life that have only really given a shit about themselves. Hopefully soon lots of work will appear and I can start earning and create a new life for myself. That will be good. In with the positive :) and the good :) and the fun :) It may take a while to totally get my confidence back and feel great but I will get there. It's been tough but I know I can get through a whole load of shit now. People seem to think that once you stop chemo you're fine. It's not true. You get depressed and stuff and need cheering up still. But life is sorting itself out.

Lots of love and positive thoughts to all you guys fighting cancer or recovering from it

xx