Ugh

So it's Monday! Still feel pretty awful :( I spent most of the weekend incredibly nauseated. If you have never experienced nausea, it's hard to explain or understand. But basically, it feels like any moment you are going to be sick. And smells just turn your belly! I think that perhaps my tablets aren't working so well. And sometimes I haven't been able to take them because I've been so nauseated that takin a tablet would make me sick. It's a vicious cycle.

My sore mouth returned yesterday. It's in all it's glory today! They gave me mouth wash to ease the pain but they didn't give me any preventative stuff. I honestly think these nurses must never have experienced any of these things! Preventative beats curative! I'm gonna have to harass some people for some better meds I think ;)

Haven't heard from any of my friends this weekend. Annoys me a little but what can you do?

I might try and go out today and get fresh air. It's just hard because of the nausea I get travel sick and I'm fatigued. But I'm gonna try :) it's a nice day and I think it'll do me good!

I'm so fed up of chemo now! Only been 2 weeks :( got another 14 to go! I felt fine before chemo. Now I just feel like crap. It's shit. I hate it. Hate feeling sick and all of it.  It's horrible.

Now to see what I can eat/drink that agrees with both nausea and sore mouth!