Fuck it

Bad news peoples... the cancer is thriving! ABVD hasn't worked ahhhhhhhhhhh!! so tomorrow we're going to discus my options. I am obviously mortified and thought because I had been so poorly with the chemo that the cancer would be dead. But it's not and the chemo has done nothing but make me feel sick. I guess I just wait and see what my options are and find out how bad it is. I hope it hasn't spread too much or anything. Please pray for me or whatever that what we try next works. And I will keep on blogging....