Hi Peeps,

Sorry for lack of blogging - I have been so knackered! I don't know what's wrong with me. My fatigue is worse than when I was having chemo. But I am on the healthy eating wagon, so hoping that'll help improve things over time.

So the hospital called and said I don't have to pay for anything and to ignore the invoice. So that's good :) and I'm finally off on my YCT holiday on the 1st July (woop woop).

On thursday I have an appointment to get a second opinion on my remission stuff. Hopefully I can get a PET scan and put my mind at rest. It's very easy to get paranoid about all sorts once you've had cancer and aren't 100% sure it's gone. And it appears I wasn't the only person getting wrong cancer results from Exeter. tut tut.

But here's hoping the scan will tell me it's a 100% remission :)

I was upset the other day as I got offered a small part in a TV show. I accepted and sorted my wardrobe and everything. And then day before the filming the lady tells me to make sure my hair is all pretty so I think hmm... and re-mention my hair is short now and that I have a lovely wig (which was 100% suitable for the role). She takes a look at my wig picture and says how realistic it is and says that's fine.... 30 mins later she re-calls me. Says I'm no longer needed for filming because of my hair. I was playing a waitress. A WAITRESS!! I really hate discrimination. Pisses me off. It also annoys me when I go out shopping and stuff and people stare at me because I have short hair. It's just rude really.

Anyway.... those people aren't worth more talking about them!

I'm excited that I have a lot of positive jobs coming up soon and I should be feeling better by the time they start. Hopefully the rest of 2013 can be very positive.

Here's hoping. Wish me luck x