My breathing has become easier and I'm feeling pretty good. I have my appointment tomorrow to discuss what's next (PET scan/chemo etc). Hopefully I can have a PET, the PET will be clear and that'll be that.

I feel quite optimistic about the rest of the year. And I can hold my body weight now on a pole, which is cool. My body is getting stronger and I start a juicing detox in a few days to give my system a reboot after all the chemicals.

I've learned a lot this year and I feel I have a better understanding of my life and my body and mind now. And I think my life will be a lot better because of this experience. And I hope, in whatever way I can, I can help others get through similar things. It seems never ending and torturous but on the other side things look brighter.

There are days still that are frustrating but life is too precious to really worry about it. Things will work out and that's what matters.

Fingers crossed it all works out okay! x