Remission

So today I guess was a good day... I've not yet figured how I feel about it. Confused I think at the moment. I went to the hospital to discuss stopping my chemo and the consultant said that's fine and that I could go. I was like.... ummm.... do I not get a PET scan? Or a follow up? Or anything? and he said nope. No follow up. No scans. Nothing. Ever. Unless I get new symptoms. So, yes I'm incredibly happy I am in remission but I feel kind of like I was dropped off in the deep end. I really wanted a PET to be 100% sure I was cancer free. But they said no. And I figured I'd get scanned after 6 months or even a year.... but that was also a no. It's a big thing. Kinda scary. I've been through so much and that's it. It's hard to get your head around. I just have to trust them and hope it all works out okay :)